So today I went to my first bridal shower since my divorce. I admit, I was not feeling up to it. I was dreading going. One it was out of town, a little over an hour away, and two I really don't know the bride well and three, I just find myself very cynical these days about happy ever after. Not to mention, my first time wearing hose in like forever and I get a run right before I walked out the door. THAT is why I despise pantyhose!
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Like many firsts after divorce, I guess it is something you just have to do. Every first is a step. A step in the journey of rebuilding, reinventing myself. And with every first I am becoming stronger. So I take a deep breath and continue onto my next first! Whatever that will be...I do not know.... Perhaps the upcoming wedding that follows this shower. Onward and upward!
